Michael Jackson is Alive.beLIEve.

Pretty much these days,my brain is really summing up.this does not include the upcoming extra classes.sometime i wish i could go far away before n levels.can you imagine it is less than 10 months and i am still behaving like a little kid receiving presents?!?oh gosh.ok,let me just get this straight,the only way for me to focus in my studies by listening to Michael's lovely song.aww...haha!thats true people.cool tip!haha!alright,hmm...nothing to talk about.really.i am bored but i am not.thats why.i need to choose!ugh!alright readers,i am talking crap.rubbish.i'd better go now,find me on FB and TWITTER readers!

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syazwani.

Labels: bored enough

Syazwani J.

8:14 AM

went out with Huda Oggy Mok to Bugis.again.bah!haha!it was fun.finding stuffs which is SHOPPING GIRLS!haha!but i hope this will not be the last outing.friday is hell.i tell you first.i wish i could skip life.ugh!so at Bugis,nothing much happen.searching for denim skirts.huda's ownage.haha!right now,its complicated.bye people!

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syazwani.

Labels: day out

Syazwani J.

12:01 AM

Sometimes in life,you have to learn standing on your own feet.it does matter in how much endurance you face your life as a teenager right now.but for me,its difficult.even me myself could not hold up tears.somewhere in my room,theres a space for me to cry out loud!but never could be heard by anyone.i cried in my heart.deep inside it.now my goal is to get my room a full make-over,go to HOLLYWOOD and become the best MJ impersonator,be an entertainer and so much more.but when to think back,will i make it?it feels that i am too much for this cravings and all.feel like doing what Michael is doing up there^.:)since this year,i dont really get enough love.it is sad because my teenage life was not a fun one.it cracks my heart and it bled.i have to learn to endure certain stuffs but this is just too much.i am praying just hope that ALLAH could lighten my burden.Amin.

P.S:song playlists is at the bottom of the page:)

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syazwani.

Labels: will i make it?

Syazwani J.

8:49 PM

FOOTBALL BLOOPERS!

FUNNY WEDDING ENTRANCE

FUNNY LAUGHS

TRY NOT TO LAUGH CHALLENGE

thats all folks!

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syazwani.

Labels: laugh out loud

Syazwani J.

8:35 PM

Labels: photoshoot

Syazwani J.

5:06 AM

hello!i'm back!!!let me just share you what we did for the 3 days 2 nights camp aye!

First Day,
we were all given in our groups.oh ya,iqahshawty could not come as she was sick.than i was assigned to team 8.i changed.to team se7en.than,we played certain games and it was freakin awesome!eunning here and there to find those clues.than,it was briefing time.i really was controlling my eyes from shutting.at 12.30pm,we had our lunch.thumbs down for the food.it is TASTELESS.it was a noodle btw.and after that,we had a group discussion on how to walk from Choa Chu Kang to Bukit Batok.just by our feet.no transportation as we had to minus off 1 when were answering the question with a wrong answer:s.so,we were only given 2 times only if we were to take a transport.thats crap.its hard as we have to walk and jog,sometimes.so,we walked.guess what?brought our backpacks filled with clothes etc and an additional 3 water bottles:(.so,we walked and it took 2 hours to reach.it was tiring but now i get to know my real country.hahas!it was fun and our bonds as a class grew stronger.*widesmile*so,when we reach there,our task is to play games.its cute!it was really a good game as it teaches us how to be a good team leader and an active listener.so than from there,we went to mcritchie resovouir(spelling?).took bus and the time taken is 30-45 mins.WE SLEEP THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE JOURNEY AND IT WAS SO SYIOK!haha!so,reach there,rain.wore our given ponchos.than,played this one baloon game where we had to burst it and re-arranged the words trapped in the balloon to find our next stop.i actually forgot where was it after these.hah.but anyways,it was 7 pm.we have to eat our dinner.dont ask why.rules and regulations.so,we had chicken rice and ate outside Northpoint Shopping Ctr.haha!!!we have to eat quickly for your info.than we took our bus and went to downtown east for a refreshing bath!we came in second.but while we were on the way there,we sang a lot of songs to keep us entertained.haha!it was fun!than when we reach there,we awere asked to take our shower.when all the 3 teams done with the shower and rest,we headed to Pasir Ris Park.that is where we spent the night.tent.i hate tents,hot and stuffy.we pitched it and at 1 am,eyes shut.me and huda squeezing,yas and ily luxury.thanks!next day...

Second day,
wake up and frehen ourselves.it was 6.30 am.we walked to Pasir Ris mrt to buy our breakfast.we ate vermicelli with soy sauce.than,took bus to Punggol Park as we never go there yesterday.so we only spent 5 mins there and than took mrt to City Hall.we met all the other teams.this is the day where the whole team race for the finish line.the race started.we all went to different directions but luckily,we already find out the places and we also exit on the right way!we got our first place and continue so on to Merlion and other historical places.met the other teams but we kept our mouth shut.excuse me,its a race:)so,we took only 2 1/2hrs to complete all the stations.woohoo!!our mission is to reach Sembawang Campsite by 1pm.we took the mrt and wish and pray to be the first team to arrive.we rushed and took the bus as the other teams are just behind us!we were hoping the bus would come as fast as possible and it did!!we were in the bus cheering and singing our hearts out!so when we reach there....WE WERE THE FIRST TEAM TO ARRIVE!!!!YAHHOOO!!!WE WERE HAPPY OK!and than a few mins later,the other teams came.we clapped and cheered for them.so,it is time for our field cooking.i have to admit that i did not eat anyting only for can corns.we were all hunting for coins as the only source for water is vending machine and water cooler.we are THIRSTY,NOT HUNGRY.so when all the teams arrived,we were assigned to our dorms and given 2 hours to shower and rest.we slept and at 4.50pm sharp,we wake up.rush down and sat for certain briefings.we were told that each teams have to ome up with a performance for our campfire night.we were all panicked!so our team decide to dance NOBODY by WONDERGIRLS.sounds great?perhaps,it was.:)the guys become a girl and the girl become guys?haha!yeah!i will upload the video if i get it by next week aye!so,we reaherse and had fun together.than at 8 pm,campfire stars.WE WERE THE FIRST TEAM TO PERFORM.we dance and everyone was cheering for us!honoured.so after all the team had performed,we cheered and almost all of our voice lost:\than,teres an accident.Afiq faint.not gonna care much.as per normal.called 995 and everyone was panicked.than,we took our bath and our lights off at 11 pm.but not for my dorm.lights off at 2 am.haha!!great or what!?than,ghost tease us.banging on the walls and seeing figures outside our window pane.*goosebumps*goodnight!btw,Syaz and Josh left the camp that night.sooo saddd...and the next day...

Third day,
wake up and its the last day.it was hard to leave the camp.so sad.:(.than,we had breakfast.no eating it.its TASTELESS.than,our final briefing.than went inside an aircon room and watched a very motivational movie called WE WERE SOLDIERS.everyone was sleeping except a few who watched it.i was sleepy too but i really have to watch the movie till the end!its was sad.imagine your husband had to go on a war,you are not sure whether they will come home or their bodies will come home.it is hard.i can feel it the moment i watched it.hey,i am not married ok.so the movie was 1hr30mins.it was 12.30pm.we waved goodbye to all the instructors and board the bus.inside,we were singing but actually we were tired.just to cast away our sadness.reach school and ate lunch.walked home accompanied but ily and yas.the moment i reach the door,i can hear my bed calling me.

alright folks!thats the story.its actually being summed up so that it is easier for you guys to read.i will surely remember this camp.this camp has made our bonds between malay and chinese grew stronger.i will miss our beloved team se7en and beloved instructors,SYAZ & JOSH.i will miss and remember the camp forever!now,let the pics speak!other pics at huda and miss lee cam.

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syazwani.

Labels: camp '10

Syazwani J.

5:00 PM

hello lovely readers!i will be away for a 3 days 2 night camp.which is from 8-11 march.will not be blogging for a week.you people have to know how i feel when any camp is over right?hhaha!so,michel says it all.i will be away even for twitter.and facebook.:)gosh!gonna miss you guys!and to my dearest babe,be strong.we will go to marina barrage okay!byw,i am not your supplier.this girl really gets on my nerve.she thinks i am machine and a robot.giving in to you does not mean i am making an allie with you.dont take things for granted.thats gonna be a great regret.dont blame the fate.i wish you would stop backstabbing me.i know thats your new hobby.talking bad behind my back?get a life!its old school!

ownage pranks vids again!!<3

thats all!bye!

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syazwani.

Labels: away for camp

Syazwani J.

2:55 PM

Michael says it all.You are such a b****!i am starting to regret all the friendship we've been through.i just cant believe you talk about me.it is just a sad thing to hear.oh my.oh yah,anyway,its earth.i cant run from controversies.but i am pretty sure people will be able to see your true colours soon.don't talk about others,concern about yourself first.what did i do till you hate me but not the others?ok fine,i am bad.and dangerous:)but its okay.God loves me thats why he gave me a LOT of challenges.including yours girl.like please,if you hate me,say it directly to my face.don't use a postman:)btw,you are not perfect.too.

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syazwani.

Labels: friendship kills

Syazwani J.

8:38 AM