Michael Jackson is Alive.beLIEve.

so now i am sick.sick of those attitudes!please stand up if you think you are right in everything you do.but of course,i cannot see.you never appreciate the things people did for you.you are just a sad loser.you don't have to do this if you think it will actually make others angry.you showed to us your freaking attitude and now,we are getting far apart.how is that possible?words.words may be a short word but when it gets to far,it seems a big bold ones.so,you better get your path right before you regret it badly.focus is the solution.

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syazwani.

Labels: you better be changing

Syazwani J.

6:20 PM

Sometime i wonder,what happen if this world is empty?no friends,no families,no love.it is simply an unexplained imagination.but thats how i feel when i am lonely.everywhere i turn is only white walls.white floors and all.almost everybody out there has been through loneliness.so,maybe not all.maybe certain people who have abusive and un-loving family surrounding them.right?one obvious example:Michael Jackson.has anyone ever help this type of human being?let me guess,fans?perhaps?ok.right.not missing,his family-which is always by his side.how about friends?hmmm..no specific comments.only God helps him.but my point of posting is that,my life will be lonely if i ever break the bonds with my friends.i have seen a lot of news online regarding friends breaking up friendships.i am really sad.that is why i give in to a lot of my best friends although i am suffering without them knowing.because of what?because giving in will make a difference in everything you do.i simply love my friends and families.the world is getting to an end soon.i am not sure if we could meet again.without my dearest friends,my monday will be blue.they clear it up till its pure.families lend a healing hand.all the problems being discussed together.although sometimes my heart is on fire.the motive here is : ALWAYS GIVE IN.get that?i love you people.L.O.V.E

'Friends are like joints.Without them,you are not formed'-S.J

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syazwani.

Labels: give in to you

Syazwani J.

7:14 AM

PRINCE MICHAEL 1

PRINCE MICHAEL 2(BLANKET)

PARIS KATHERINE

MICHAEL'S AND DEBBIE'S KIDS ARE SUPERBLY CUTE!!!!!!MAY GOD BLESS THEM AND HAVE A GOOD FUTURE AHEAD.OMG.cant stop looking at those pics.i wonder how lucky they are to get a very caring and loving father.they are really really lucky.i love them.all of you are in my prayers...

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syazwani.

Labels: michael+debbie=cute kids

Syazwani J.

6:57 PM

hello earth!i am so glad that i found my girls.it is such a good thing for me.its like shaking hands with michael!ok,so like i say,i am busy but yet blogging.well,my hobby.i am looking forward to be a music composer.like my michael.a dancer and an actor.that is my career but will be in the waiting list.hopefully it will come true.i will always believe in myself that i can do it.but really guys,you have to have faith in yourself.people always say that dreaming is just a waste of time,but it helps you to gain your confidence in achieving it.right?i do it myself.i don't care and will not care about those harsh remarks.well,its time for you to get your life straight!focus is the key to success.giving up is like a hole in the tyre.ok, enough of all straight advice.allow me tell you a joke.

One day,a lady is in the curtain shop.she ask the sales girl...
Lady:can i have a curtain?
Salesgirl:ok sure.how many yards do you want?
Lady:7" inches.
Salegirl:that is too short.what is it for?
Lady:my computer.
Salesgirl:why?
Lady:because my computer has Window name Vista.
Salesgirl:*laugh*

so,do you actually get the joke?haha!i hope you laugh,if not,you have NO sense of humour.at all.haha!joke!alright readers,bye!

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syazwani.

Labels: whats your career?

Syazwani J.

6:14 PM

how i love this pics!!i somehow regard michael as my god-father.he is soo heaven!!i wish all fathers are like him.not that i hate my father,just that sometimes i feel hurt with his words.btw,i cried.silently.no one knows that.no one comforts me like knocking on the bedroom door to see whether i'm okay or not.its sad.but i know michael would do that.he would not hurt anyones feeling,so why in world people hurt him?its too hard to understand.people are like freaks.get that medias?haters?definitely they will be jumping up and down to hear that someone actually suffers.right paps?i dont understand why paps loves to interfere peoples life.do they love people to peep into their life?i bet no.nonono.no one one in the world love their privacy to be taken away.no such mindset.those people deserve to be a 'cold turkey'.staying in a room with no cameras and laptops.hope they experience that one fine day.:)

p.s:paps=paparazzis.:)

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syazwani.

Labels: oh boy.paps is so paps.

Syazwani J.

5:51 PM

i seriously salute michael for his braveness.for mj lovers like,i bet you know what happen to him.he was like a fish trapped in a fish bowl.no where to go to.always enduring people knocking on the bowl.that is how he was.although only a few months of knowing him,right now,i am facing it.although not about the molestation problem he faced,it seems to be very similar.the word 'STRESS' is like a media/paparazzi to me.why?they keep on pressuring us.they made our mind turn positive to negative.i understand,thats life.but i really need a guardian angel who can bring me to heaven for a long period of vacation.like how michael needed.but to think back,i am so fortunate.having a perfect childhood.michael was not having a perfect one until god gave him.bare in mind,not for long.its a hard time for him.and it feels like hoaxing your death.i have that thinking too.anyone out there has that same mindset?high 5!so,in conclusion,people dont know michael that well.that leads to controversi.those media?those stress?they suck.but michael found a way to close it and i am gonna follow his footsteps.its all about changes and willingness in your heart.right michael?

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syazwani.

Labels: stress=media

Syazwani J.

5:38 PM

FRIENDSHIP.

what do you know about friendship?but to me,reality will always occur whether or not its your own bestfriend or some other stranger who is willing to be your friend.but in my case,evryone is not perfect.why?because people make mistake but did not realize it.i somehow felt dishearted if people treat me like an animal.like critic,hating.all bad things.that is like making your profile in the lowest rank.but anyways,friend are like my joints.without them,i am not formed.thats my view.but if there is some problem,automatically it will be disabled or i can say disfunction.i need them every single day.it is impossble to not to have friends because friends are like my soul.ever heard of that phrase?i bet so.they cheer you up whenever you are down,they clear the grey skies and turn it pure and they give you hope although there is no more chance.see what i mean?i know some of them is not good at cheering us uo,but their willing of trying out does make a HUGE difference.FISHY.i love them till death although some of them sometimes irritates me.but hey!that is the way friends act to joy you up!so right now,my life is in stable position going to topple off soon.why?ask yourself.at home,you should feel heaven.at school,consider as hell.so what would you do if both places are hell?which place would you call 'HEAVEN'?tell me on twitter or fb bout your thoughts.i am stopping here.enough said.i love FISHY.can i?

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syazwani.

Labels: friendship ownership

Syazwani J.

4:58 PM

day by day,i became more mature.in terms of thinking.i guess?maybe.yesterday which is saturday,me and yasmeen enconutered such horrible thing.wanna know?a man flashing his 'balls'.he wore a mask and was facing us when he did that!omg.its such a bad luck.sinful eyes.ewww...i think that flash man was at the early 30's.much horrible?yeah.its gonna be THRILLER day of all!

i though of quiting mendaki.they are good teachers but their methods used is somehow different.more to the longer side.in school,we use the short cut method.i thought i was the only one who had that thinking but evetually,bro does too.and yasmeen.i am superb 'paisey' to tell them the reason if i were to quit.any comments?or suggestion?i am doing alright with my school subject teacher.i may not be in the right path again if i were to continue learning there and the mendaki teachers were to continue teaching us that kind of method.my mind is just corrupted on a daily basis.i swear.

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syazwani.

Labels: thriller night

Syazwani J.

6:43 AM

i am seriously annoyed and pissed with teachers repeating the new school rules.seriously and my mood was down.i know,if we obey it,everthing will be all right but there is no need for a repeat.everyone heard it.this is only my words from my heart.i don't expect any rude comment.sorry friends,to be honest,i am pissed with someone,too.but,i really let it get away.pissed mood on a pissed day.great right?if i were to have some sort of magic,i would want a remote control.a magic control.watched 'Click' before?thats the exact control i am talking about.oh,heaven.thats my birthday present.mr professor,create one for me will you?cool.groovy.but the point is still,i am pissed.'All I Wanna Say Is That THEY DON'T REALLY CARE ABOUT US.'i am sick.really sick.

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syazwani.

Labels: pissed and sick

Syazwani J.

7:58 PM

ok.i did some morph of me and michael from makemebabies.com.so far,i only love the baby girl.especially with the long sleek hair.omg.shes pretty.haha!ok,the baby boy is cute too.but baby girl is cuter!agree?i agree 101%.

next,i often heard teachers wantin their students to be stress-free.but is it true?or is it be-stress?sec 4 is much like a concentration camp.sorry but thats my opinion.i am so sure that every teacher wants the best for their students or perhaps children.i just felt that teachers of all the subject is playin an unfair game.every teacher expect us to be only focusin on their subject.but what about us?if thats the case,what for havin a stress management programme when every teacher is puttin the stress in and on us?its just a waste.i just hope that i could stand strong and move up to sec 5.this is a post where i realease all my stress.now i felt better.hope for the best.i guess.btw,can i have a black and white fedoras?that would be great.

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syazwani.

Labels: unfair play

Syazwani J.

3:56 PM

since 1st day of school,i had difficulties in obtainin myself into studies.teachers of all subject sort off pushin us and not even care what is the aftermath.it is makin us stress and not gettin any respect at all.i don't care if it is about studies,but please,give us some time to breath.now,my head is stressin about the subject called F&N.can someone please lend me a helpin hand?coz i need one.i am in a place called Hallowed Ground.somehow to total up my post,i just need space to breath.if not,the truth will prevail.

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syazwani.

Labels: space to breath

Syazwani J.

6:36 PM

ok guys.my weekends is being stolen.by a smooth criminal.its really sad that i could not rest now.i might faint again.ughhh.why do teachers give us so many assignments in 1 day?ok,no comment.but as i say,2010 is not really a lucky year me and FISHY.sigh...i am zipping my mouth bout school now.ok?FISHY is gonna be 1 year this coming 15 APRIL!!!WOOHOO~~~i love you FISHY's!!!!!

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syazwani.

Labels: 15 april

Syazwani J.

2:57 PM

helo bloggers.good to see you again.pretend i don't know anything about school because i hate being an upper sec.sec 4.ughhh.it just made me think off jumping down the bridge and swim in the water.hey,i am not commiting suicide ok.but gosh!its complicated.like isnt that easy though.i want my childhood back!!!one day i will create my own ranch and so that i can recall my childhood days back.name of my ranch?
'S.J HAPPYLAND.'cool.

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syazwani.

Labels: SJ HAPPYLAND

Syazwani J.

2:47 PM

see that?my next birtday present.its all i wanted.can i have a tailor who could sew for me professionally for the arm band?i am in a need.i really want it.ok,school?what do you think?nahh.yadada...its quite 'syiok.'get that?piles and piles and tons and tons of homework.its burnin up here.oh god,please easy my burden.

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syazwani.

Labels: i want it.get that?

Syazwani J.

6:38 AM

great enough for me to start my speech.but my thinkin cap is still not on yet.as day goes by,assignments starts to pile up with a blink of an eye.super speed off.but also,i faced some careless mistakes.what?being lazy.which everyone is facin it right now.and my brain is actin slow and not steady at all.hmph.well,luckily MENDAKI is here to help:)knock knock brain,pls wake up.i really have no time to waste this year.i really wish i could go to sec 5.i bet every student are still lackin in energy.coz i do.i am still a freshment in sec 4's era.still stuck in between my sec 3 era.so how?i need someones help here!!hello 911!!emergency!alright for now,have to go ok,bye!

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syazwani.

Labels: brain hibernatin

Syazwani J.

6:32 PM

todaytodaytoday...hmmm..how should i say or comment?i will not actually elaborate on it but still,the school rules still melts the entire school.its like a more to a threaten type of rules.well,anyone could get in the well:)even if you are somehow innocent in a way.but only the freaking 3rd day,i can feel the preasure.i would be mad to myself,family and also my bolster.its such a messy mess.my brain nerves are just casually doin that whenever it time to pack my bags.with some missin things.especially things that all teachers required us to bring.no book=serious offence.get that?its all about threatenin the students.but this year,i have no time to go againsts the school rules.all i need to do is follow where the river flows.which will lead to the island with a lot of human nature surroundin it.i really have no time to be 'EVIL'.pretty well that now i have describe my honest feelin for the school.its time for me to fly away....bye!nitez readers/bloggers/vloggers/humans!

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syazwani.

Labels: its time to make that change

Syazwani J.

5:02 PM

ok people.today was the first day and i can predict that this would be my PHOBIA YEAR of all.the school has insert new school rules and the teachers has different attitude towards us.it is so unacceptable.this year should be our n level.and the teachers are puttin preasures on us.not to mention the rules,but with the rebirth of their newest attitude.i am not pointin fingers.so,i dont expect any harsh remarks.everyone change.and the school handbook is updatin a lot of new and aggressive rule to us.isint that crazy!?!guys caning,girls max 3 days of CWO.wth.and also i hope that those teachers would give us some break in betweens the period.at least 5 mins will do.heh.and i can say that ermm..the sec 1 newbies are quite ok.but not sure after the end of term 1.ok guys,i have to go now.bye!but wait,i am plannin to create my own book by S.J Production.hows that sounds?haha!ok bye!

i miss,Miss Sandhya.:(

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syazwani.

Labels: prediction is always true

Syazwani J.

5:26 PM

attention students!!pack your bags and iron your uniform because tomorrow you will be back again in that horror zone of yours!muahahah!*evil laugh*ok.i am still not ready for school.but i am ready to meet my dearest friends.it has been a weird,tired,borin,random holiday.i still have not painted and give a full makeover to my room.thats a bore.-__-and of course,school,everythin will be new.so called a "freshment".new bags,shoes,friends,RULES,teachers..urghh!its givin me a bad neusea.or a headache.but wait a minute,i could screw up the school rules!yeah.but,no no no no..i will not do that.hey,new year,new attitude!come'on guys!haha!as i typed out my new year resolution on those previous posts,i will be a good,timid,decent girl.but of course,i will still be a funny,crazy,hypertanic person!will not miss those attitudes.remember that;)so yeah,i think imma just stop here and until next time readers/bloggers/vloggers/peoples,bye!

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syazwani.

Labels: here we go again

Syazwani J.

2:49 AM

ok people.i will just be postin a short speech or so called post.nyahas.ok,ermm..2 more days which is 48 hours till school starts.in my 2010,i would not want any war between me and friends and my families.it really gonna make my year a bad year.but whats the point of fightin right?there are so many things to change and to make sure i fulfill the needs i want,i have to climb the stairs because there is elevator to bring you up.it all need you hardwork.i really wish 2010 would change my life to be a better place and the world to be a better home.become home is where the heart is.so yeah,readers,i wanna wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR and may ALLAH bless everyone is this global earth and prevent any unwanted war and also viruses to occur.bye!

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syazwani.

Labels: man in the mirror

Syazwani J.

9:23 PM