
ok.i will actualy miss 2009.but not lovin it.its just havin a conclusions to hate it or love it.but i really miss.i did not mention i love it or hate.so,no prob.ok.ermm,2009 made me have so many great ups and downs.its a wild matter.the world hasnt been good this year.all problems surroundin the environment.its too complicated.even more complicated when our famous movie stars died.like,FARRAH FAWCETT,PATRICK SWAYZE,DAVID CARRADINES,DJ A.M,BRITTANY MURPHY,WALTER CRONKITE,BILLY MAYS,THE REV and more great artist.wonder why i didnt include Michael?even the TMZ report hasnt input his name in the R.I.P list.so do the family.did not know where is his body.i smell somethin fishy.i bet,2010,a surprise will shock the world.i really do.so people out there,be steady;)now,the best artist has gone without a trace.or,maybe yes.

ok.school time.i've got a huge down with some mates but i will not flash it back.i will forget bout it.but hey!this is life.i have found so many great friends since i live in this world.from 1st grade to high school.i am very lucky.I am blessed.those ups?i find it awesome!with my F.I.S.H.Y,i have no prob!we go ups and downs the road of life together.right fishys?we stood by each other and always be together.oh dear,they give me strenght to go through all the emotional times.and even crossin on a busy road.itit does make a difference although you have only 1 trustful friend.but as i know for sure,exam results hasnt been a wonderful thing to remeber and to think off.it kind of a big regret.mistakes.errors.its a foolish thing to do.not to study.i know that everyone knows that i could do better.but who will guide me along the stairs?with everyone busy in their own reality life.but in 2010,i promise myself to be a better and great person.not only my personalty,but my hardwork in study do counts.really have to strive for my n levels this year.i cant always see my parents down.like i say,we have to set our goals in makin them a happy parents.that is what i promise myself and also my dearest parents.i can make it!

ok,now my wants and needs.my wants is that i really wanna be an entertainer when i am more matured.an entertainer like my mentor,Michael Jackson.not only in terms of entertainin people like dancin,jokin but as well as studyin.i love dancin to his musics and thats why i loose my weight.not tryin to show off,but it does makes a difference.thank you Michael.he inspires me in terms of faith,dignity and always have my sanity,my spirit fly high.he does teach me how to be a responsible person.a person with a kind-hearted which always children whether they are sick or in pains.just love them.it makes me sad lookin at children at a young age who is diagnose with certain treated and untreated illness.it makes me tears sometimes.i really wanna visit those sick children.i really do.i really hope that have enough money to open up a theme park for all thermaly ill children to have fun and not think about their inner pains.so,ok,now my needs.i want to have a normal beautiful life.i have to admit that i maybe applyin for London Weight Management.with my own savins.i will strive my goals.if theres a need,theres a way.i will try to be independent and be myself.great entertainers always inspires me.their character,their personalities and their way of talk.its give me hopes.all superstar are humans like us.but they work their sweats out!i really praise them.so that my needs.be a person.
so i think my speech is long enough to encourage readers out there to change the world and heart.its time to make the world and yourselves a better place to live.lets make our world a place you can rely on.lets just HEAL THE WORLD because WE ARE THE WORLD.
by,
syazwani.Labels: a promise to myself.