hello babes and dudes!!!
ok,yesterday after school,went to celebrate oggy's and faizal bday.it wasn't a surprise at all!damn!haha!but it was fun.i was happy that huda love it.HAPPY BDAY GAL!we had a bash man!tapi not that rabak.but me kena rabak arh by huda!biadap!i kejar her but i could'nt.out of breath.hahaha!!i will upload those pics aite!but later.lappie got confiscated.again.*rolling eyes*but as soon as i get back(12 years later)i guess*sigh*,i will upload:P
i got some issue with someone whom i know.why must they hate me?why?ok fine.i am not pretty at all.i am stupid.i don't belong to them.why?i cried and cried today but no one even noticed it.i tried my very best to study but at last,i got scolded.why?i know i studied in a wrong time.just because i don't wanna eat with you and i was merajuk?but why?!?!?why?!?!my mind is blank.instead of scolding,why don't they encourage me?at least say it nicely.now i am soooo stressed up.i don't feel like eating.i feel like DYING.MYE is coming but they don't even care bout me studying or not.haizz...i guess my life is gonna be a stress one.stress for the whole life of mine.i don't feel like i am cared.why must this matter came up again and again?ya allah,knaper?i am sooo down rght now.i need a shoulder to cry on.*tears rolling down HEAVILY*i guess at least i let out all my problems.i don't blame anyone out there.i am just letting it out.i am scared that i would fail again.♥
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syazwani.Labels: bash.stress.dying.
